Dear Haterz

Recently I have found myself the victim of Haterism. Massive quantities of it to be exact.

These people (if you can call them that) came along with smiles and promises and pretended they had an interest in helping me with my various projects. But their real intent was to take me for whatever they could get from me and to see my hopes and dreams destroyed. Sick how they think and what they take pleasure from.

I am no stranger to this at all. In fact it has been a constant for me as long as I can remember. And despite the efforts of several hundred truly twisted individuals here I am still standing and still doing my thing. How is this possible?

Because I believe in what I am doing. And I have been doing it a very long time. In fact I was pursuing my ambitions and progressing my talents when many of my haterz were losing their grade school popularity contests.

Some of these hateful creatures flourish at the expense of others for a short while. Some may even be considered successful for an even shorter while. I have seen how they fall though. They never did believe in what they were doing to begin with so they lacked the perserverance to continue. Then the people they stepped on to get where they are came back with a vengeance. And now they live with the bitterness of the realization that their 15 minutes of fame has been swallowed up by time and forgotten and them along with it.

I may not be succesful or famous for what I do. But that was never the point to begin with. The fact is that I keep doing what I do regardless. My motive has never been one of shallow ends. Time and weather can wear at a mountain yet it is still a mountain and it continues to stand. It is solid and cannot be moved. Floods and fires may scar the landscape but a mountain is a landmark, a feature of the terrain, a topological constant.

I have decided to start a project. It will be a timeline of my accomplishments. It shall illustrate just how long I have been doing my thing and how much I have grown. It will serve as an example of how long I will also continue despite the destructive forces rallied against me at every turn. I will illustrate this timeline with music clips and personal insights of my history.
I do not undertake this project out of pride or for ego. I just believe it is necessary for all the past, current and future haterz to see just how big a mountain they need to tear down so they can truly realize how insignificant their efforts against me are in the long term. Perhaps it will make some of them realize just how little belief they have in what they are doing and that they do not have the determination required to destroy me or the things I have accomplished.

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